Friday, October 14, 2016

I am lost on here

Well, I am  trying to figure out how to use this site, it's been a long time , it seems that it is very complicated to me maybe that's why I didn't use it before
OK so it's a beautiful day here in West Virginia, the Apple pickers are out there  picking apples as fast as They can ,it's sad it's sad because after this week the orchard will be blank of color OK anyway let's see today is a new day  and I'm trying to figure out if I can make the best out of it ha ha it's already 3 o'clock and I have done nothing seriously seriously I woke up , I didn't sleep,  I never sleep  about two hours at a clip is all I get  then I wake up hurting  I wake up because I can only  sleep on my right side everywhere else causes me intense nerve pain however sometimes I get the intense nerve pain in my right hip also and was last night it didn't matter  which way I try to lay y there was no Way to get out of the pain so I just wake up and sit in my kitchen
 Oh I am up all the time so that means that I sleep during the day sometimes you know sometimes I just go back to bed and cuddled up and try to remember what it felt like when I was working seven days a week and I needed rest how wonderful it was to crawl in bed and have a day off on for  unfortunately I have every day off now so it's really hard to feel that wonderful feeling of having a day off to do whatever you want I have to think of things that I can do